I am not proud, but I did manage to get Smilow to have me start treatment tomorrow (Monday). I did happen to cry on the phone after they told me they were having trouble getting me an appointment. Mind you, they didn’t call to tell me that, I had to call them. It was at the end of the call, and I couldn’t help myself, I had to say something. “You know, it isn’t stressful enough to have cancer, and then I have to deal with this.” That’s when I started to cry. And, no, I am not proud, but I also don’t think it should have to come to that. Within the hour I had a message saying that I was on the wait list for treatment on Monday (this was Wednesday).
So, good, I was on the wait list. I asked if they had started the process of ordering the revlimid. They had not, I have to have a pregnancy test first. I wrote back “If you put the order in I will go take the test.” Really? You’ve known I was supposed to start this treatment for three full working days and you didn’t get this started? It has to be ordered from a specialty pharmacy and overnighted to me. They write back and say the blood test orders are in. I go and get the blood work done.
Thursday goes by. And then it is Friday afternoon. I have heard nothing, which at this point is no surprise. I have somewhat resigned myself to the fact that I will not be starting treatment. I send them a message saying I assume since I have not heard anything I will not be coming in. (They told me I was wait listed but never explained what that meant.) I get a message back “You are scheduled for 2:00.” Well, thanks for letting me know! I ask again if the revlimid has been ordered, the response “The Hcg isn’t ready yet, when it is we will order.”
So, I happen to have two revlimids left over, which I will start to take tomorrow night. And I don’t think much about it, and wasn’t sure what the Hcg was. I was actually mixing it up in my mind with another test. But then Saturday night I look it up, and of course it is the pregnancy test. They are saying that a pregnancy test that I took Wednesday afternoon is not resulted by Friday afternoon? That is crap.
This experience with Smilow is crap. I sometimes blame it on the fact that they are not acting as the lead for my treatment, but I am not entirely sure if that is the case. And now I am a little bit embarrassed to show up there tomorrow afternoon being the woman who cried on the phone last week, But maybe they should be the ones who are embarrassed.