Work, treatment, photography

So those are my reasons for not blogging. Or to clarify, I think it is a combination of the three: back to work in the office full-time, getting the consolidation treatment, and the prime season for my photography schedule – have all kept me from sitting at the computer and blogging. I’ve been tired, and any free time sitting at the computer at home, I should be editing photos.

Work has been good, you know, it’s work. It’s good to be back and seeing everyone on a daily basis, interacting with friends and colleagues (sometimes, every once in a while, they are both!). Everyone has been very gracious and kind. Examples of which are the in the photo above. Those are three “gifts” given to me in my first week back at the office.

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The first one, the mini blueberry muffins, are from someone I know very casually at work. We say “hi” when we pass in the hall or the break room, a nice guy, but a co-worker, not a friend. The day after I came back he swung by my office and quickly dropped the package on my desk and said “welcome back”. So sweet.

The flowers are from someone who has only worked here for about a year, we have worked on some projects together. A colleague.

The last item is from a friend, and also a colleague, someone I sometimes refer to as my “rabbi”. While I was out she had traveled to South Korea to visit her son and his young family., And while there she had this name stamp/talisman made for me, with my name (or the closest approximation, I think they do not have the “th” sound) with a healing message on it.

All of them, so kind and conpletely unexpected.

On Saturday night I finished the last of the “consolidation” treatment. My white blood count took a bit of a hit over the course of the two cycles. I had to get a neupogen shot at one point and then when it went down again they cut my dose of revlimid in half for the last week.

I’ve been tired. Sometimes very tired. With a few nights of very little sleep from the decadron. And the neuropathy in my feet has worsened, and I sometimes feel like I am starting to have a little bit of tingling in my fingers, this is from the velcade. It is the same treatment I had last January through March, but it seemed a little bit harder. Maybe it’s coming off the stem cell transplant. Maybe I baby-ed myself more last time. Maybe I don’t remember what it was like. Maybe I’m just getting old!

Well, it might also be the photography. I have not done as many shoots as I did last year. But I still have been doing 2-3 per weekend. So it is hours of driving, hours of shooting and hours and hours of editing. I’m looking forward to “the season” being over. But then again, I’m always looking forward to the photography season being over.

Next Thursday Lisa and I are off to Dana Farber for a follow-up visit with Dr. Munshi. I anticipate that he will firm up his plans for my maintenance therapy. I have already scheduled an appointment at Smilow with Dr. Seropian and a treatment appointment for the following week so hopefully ti will all go smoothly on this end.

And I am also hopeful that the maintenance therapy will not be too onerous. we shall see.

New Land Speed Record

i went to Smilow when the lab opened at 7 am to get my pre-treatment blood work and then went to work. 

I had a 12:30 appointment so I left my office around 12:15, 5 minute walk to my parking garage,  then drive and park at Smilow and check in on the 7th floor. The nurse took me in right away – weight, vitals and the usual questions (pain, neuropathy, bowels, etc. ). She had ordered the chemo when she saw my test results come through. I took the dexamethasone. She got a co-worker to “read” (safety double check to make sure the right person getting the right medication ) then the shot in the belly and I was out of there and back in my office in less than an hour!

I had Book Club in Redding tonight. Not the best planning on my part. I was tired. Couldn’t have any wine. Got leg cramps driving to and from. BUT it was really good to see everyone who made it and catch up. (We even talked about some books!)

Having trouble sleeping tonight, even with my “aids”. My legs are achy and I’m quite nauseous. 

But, only 6 more days this cycle and then a week off.