Kensley

Last Thursday, March 3rd, my daughter gave birth to a beautiful baby girl, Kensley Sarah. And although I would have been equally happy had she given birth to a boy, there is something very special about the name they chose for their daughter. They chose a “K” name to honor Ken, my husband who passed away 4 years ago (see About Me), and not just any “K’ name, but one with his name in it. I love it. Additionally, they honored my family tradition, one that I think is very special as it is passed down through the women, giving the first born daughter the mother’s name as the middle name. It has gone thus: Elizabeth Mary, Barbara Elizabeth, Heather Barbara, Sarah Heather and now Kensley Sarah.

It was an arduous labor, but Sarah was a trooper and Demian steadfastly supported her. I was honored to be there to support her as well. Kensley was amazingly alert from the moment she was born – so much so I commented that she was nosy! Sarah is like an old pro at this mothering thing, relaxed and confident, caring and calm. I am equally in love with this baby as I am watching my daughter be a mother.

And now, just because indeed it is always something, a quick multiple myeloma update. When I went to Smilow for my velcade injection on Thursday my white blood count had dropped quite a bit (my ANC was 0.6). So They halted all treatment (did not get the injection and stopped taking the daily revlimid) until they check my blood work again next week. The upside is that I feel totally fine. The downsize is that I am at risk for getting an infection that would be difficult for me to fight off. And just a reminder that this is a long and winding road, this cancer thing.