I am going back to work tomorrow, in my office, where I haven’t been since May 29th. That’s a long time. I worked from home some days before I started the stem sell transplant. And I’ve been working from home full time since August 24th. But I’ve been home here, for a long time (save the time at Brigham and Women’s for the stem cell transplant). A long ass time.
So, up a little earlier tomorrow. Put on some “real” clothes. Coffee in a travel mug. The Q Bridge commute. Walking from the parking garage to my office (glad it isn’t calling for rain). And then seeing all my work “peeps”. It’s been a long time. Did I say that already? You know, there aren’t that many people in your life you see 5 days out of 7, week in and week out. Only those you live with and those you work with. So many of them have been incredibly supportive, I am truly blessed.
I didn’t share my illness with everyone I work with (there are over 400 people in my building and because of the work I do I see probably 75% of them in a week). My wig was pretty darn good and didn’t give me away. (Although I suppose in retrospect, when I disappeared after that Friday in May, people said “Aha!”). So going back to a chorus of “how are you feeling?” and “I didn’t know.” and “I’m so sorry” etc. is not something I am looking forward to. But, I’ve been through this before as I did not share Ken’s illness with many people at work and it wasn’t until after he died that people knew what was going on.
I am looking forward to seeing everyone, especially the people in my department. I’ve been told it is very quiet without me there – ha! I bring the noise!
So no wig tomorrow, just my new short do, which a nurse yesterday at Smilow told me looked liked Charlize Theron, to which I replied, not Brittney Spears? At any rate, I will take me less time to get ready in the morning!